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Go
01:57
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One year ago I said you were my home
Now it's been two years
Now it's been two years
Three years ago I said we should stay friends
Now it's been two years
Now it's been two years
Two weeks ago I blocked you on my phone
Three nights ago I screamed in my home
Five long years and I get to go home
Feels sort of different when I go back
Five long years and I get to home
Not that I'm happy, not that I'm sad
Five long years and I get to go home
Five long years and I get to go
Five long years and I get to go home
Five long years and I get to go
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Untitled II
02:31
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Well I say goodnight, but she says no
I say good night, hang up the phone
She's crying please give it some thought
It's been so long; it's been so long
She can't leave her own family
I miss my only family
Crying "you still want me
You still love me"'s not enough
It's not enough
Remember when I said to you oh please just heal me, please just heal me
Remember when I said to Nate, well, therapy will only make me
Grow out of this whole relationship
Well hold me back now, hold me back now
I see her sit with her back straight, crossed her legs, and straigtened hair
she asks politely, almost friendly, so tell me what's to do there?
Where your from in that town, we could almost hear you say
Right under your breath "in that place you'll probably die
yeah in that place I'd rather die"
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Bill Botts Park
02:51
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Well it's another Friday night
And I'll prolly take a walk
Up to the top of Bill Botts Park
Feeling like such a fucking box
'cause I come back home and I miss you a lot
It wasn't school or my job; it's just you, your dad & mom
The way your sister prayed for me
And the way she sincerely said that I was family
Smell the weed in the air
Spy a rabbit down the dirt
Over Culver I will stare
I'm so glad you're still there
How I never want to date the girls I like
'cause I don't wanna ruin it for us; that's just life
How I'll never date a small girl, right?
'cause she knows I'm not man enough to date a tall girl
Yeah, that sad joke I told about how you looked down on me
--well, isn't funny now?
You were a white girl thinking she belongs on Nostrand with me
Well, I'm about to leave
All this to say that I still need someone to need me
And I like to think you still think about me
But you probably don't by now
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It's a Wonderful Life
03:02
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I grew up in West LA
I grew accustomed to no seasons
Constant everything
I can feel the shapeless weight of air,
the change from seventy one to seventy two degrees
I know when you are cold or tired the subtle difference between
Anxiety and feeling pressure
I know when it will rain
Most of the time
And I can feel most of your pain
All of the time
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Fake laughs and sad baths be honest
retweet this if you’ve ever felt like a bitch
So these lyrics about passion
everything we lost or changed
bad decisions and street names
Saying, "this is all i can offer"
She said, "please oh god stop saying that"
I said, "I don't mean to be a bother
but please--can you please get off my back for once?"
Ten months ago and your dad's dating Jennie
nine months ago and he begs "please marry me"
eight months ago and we bail on the wedding
seven months ago and I check into therapy
We're not a perfect match,
I'm a bad match; I burn with anger
Not a perfect match
We're a bad match; we burn with anger
Five long years and I get to go home
And I won't fly back here, I probably won't even think about it.
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